Saturday, December 18, 2010
I'm not smart. I swear.
All my relatives. They don't have good results- because they are lazy.
Deep down inside, they're really smart. They're just lazy. If they do work hard though, their results would be awesome.
Unlike me, though. The black sheep.
All I do is slog my guts out every single moment to at least attempt to level up with others.
What I achieve after so long is what they obtain in so short a time.
I hate to see you talk about her with underlying joy in your voice. Truth is, I feel like bursting into tears whenever I hear you say that. I know you comfort me when you say I work hard. Face the blatant truth. I have no brains.
Maybe people around me would be caling me silly and stupid right now but I swear all my results are due to a very big part of studying. Without it, I think I might not actually not make it.
Black sheep black sheep, have you any brains?
I made you smile again @ 4:37 AM;